Chapter 118

"Ok, just tell me things! Talk to me! We need to learn how to trust each other so we can communicate. It's just you and me! Like I said, no one else matters! No outside people need to be in! We can keep it private and to ourselves if that is what we have to do to build trust." He said firmly. I nodded, knowing this was going to be hard. I've never truly trusted anyone before and today would be the day to start... "I thought you and Kijus had a thing..." Jon continued, quite relieved. "I know you tried him..." He said. "What?" I asked, taken aback by his blatancy. "Don't front. It's all in your eyes! You wanted him but he didn't want you. He probably was your true and utter wakeup call..." Jon said. I had never known Jon to be so raw and outspoken. I wasn't quite sure if I liked it either, but it made him all the more alluring during this moment of tension. A smile came across my face. "I guess so." I giggled, blushing. Jon wrapped his arms around my neck, drawing me in for a kiss. It w